Don't want to go home..'Cause I am home

This past month I was realizing that it has been 6 months and soon before I know it will be next December! I can't imagine going home, to me right now I feel like I am home. I was trying today to think how it would be to be in the States..how would I remember Tanzania? Would the memory fade eventually? Will I have changed my perspective on life in the States? Would I wander the world for the rest of my life? These questions are unanswered, but at least you know what is on my mind and maybe you can provide some insight.